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    Monday, December 28, 2009

    I just keep hurting myself

    I've been hurting myself thinking of fixing it with her. I teared up, I got depressed and obviously emoted on FB. She makes me happy and that's not a question. I know I was tired of it, I was on the brink of breaking. But, i loved her and I wanted to be with her. It's very difficult living in my perspective. It always felt like my being sleeping somewhere cold and dim. I feel like I'm being tormented by the sadness of rejection. After all, it was my fault. I made a lot of mistakes and I was sorry for it. Saying all that drama, everything's good now. We talked it out and actually communicated. Of course, I was relived but left with one question, does she like love me back? I'm very uncertain of my answers but, I won't let her go again. I'll never treat her that way ever again. And so.. What now?

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    1. We're good.

    -Drikz09-

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